yesterday went over to cousiies. MISSES deardearx loads. we went mad at her hse going ‘zao xia’ karaoke. hahas. i’ve been having a stupid, irritating cough since like, monday till right now ! Sucks can ? it really hurts everyday.

today went fr c.o performance nxt to yishun mrt there. hahs, on the bus ride towards our destination i had to take like, 2 cellos & a jumbo sized double bass (widd sherry& elizabeth’s help of course). guys had to go help wif the percussion instruments mah.

It was good seeing so many people here for the performance. Zhao LS was there too in red and so was Mr Ong (wahhh…)

Starting it was okay cos all the tables were filled up and stuff but during the solo performances, the stupid waddever commitee gave out the goodie bags. The ppl’s main aims lurhh. They took the goodie bags and all the senior citizens starting to pack up and go man.

TYPICAL lahh. S’poreans, only after the stupid goodie bag. so LC can ? Absolutely no class. ppl still up there performing and here they are, moving off with not as much as a half a clap. What shit is this ?

In the end, left only our school pupils performing for ourselves so we all packed up and left. I can’t believe i missed my NAFA lesson for THIS. so crapppped !

the good part is only the Starbucks coffee my parents let me have. xDD. ii wanted to throw in a oreo cheese cake but no way lah.

Two aunties came to my hse to do spring cleaning . Woots, my hse looks clean (duhh) after the cleaning thing but it was expensive lah. It’s like $200 for two ppl man. EX !

Wheees, got x-men 2 tonight. tho i watched it like, dunno how many many many times, ii don’t care alrites. hahas. hope my parents will let me have PIZZA HUT !!

MONDAY,TUESDAY is so gonna suck. ii mean it.

hahas. weird. feels weird to be fifteen mannn. xDD. okay, this is gonna be a long post. i got lazy over the past few days. so yeahhs.

SUNDAE;

Simply love my parents loads . they helped celebrate my b’day by bringing me to billy bombers on Sunday && guess what ? they bought me this huge huge 2kg cake which is like, huge lah. Best part is that it’s EEYORE alrites? So cute ii don’t bear to eat the head xPP.

MONDAY;

hahas. qiguang wanted to gif me his present today but he let me have my fun and keep the present till tuesday. Erh. other than that…can’t rmb anyth else. kinda got short term memory or smth. HAPPY B’DAE MELODY ^^

TUESDAY;

Tuesday was freaky and stupid man. dad surprised me with another present in the early morning when i was still so goong (haven fully woke up yet hees). <33 my bag xDD.

received sm gifts today. yes, i loved every single gift i got, whether it’s small or big. I lv em’ all alrites ? ((:

the morning was still fine till it came to the afternoon. guess my bdae doesnt mean it’s my lucky day. Afternoon sucked alrite ? the moment i stepped into c.o room, kana scolding frm my stupid, damn cello ‘cher. he’s like, always out to make my life tough lah. Won’t elaborate on it.

It simply sucked can ?

it’s like all he ever does is to scold me. say im lazy, always wna skip his lessons but there’s a reason okay ? (and i nvr always skip his lessons la. got reason i always sms my SL can ?) I got frens go to CCAs, things like library, art club sort of thing. In the end they go double sci, triple sci class. Me ? Duhh, what other stream is left ? Whole life stuck in c.o room. NO LIFE can ? Say i mus change my tution to meet his timing. WTF ? My tution cher oso got other students wad. If you change day den my tution cher cant make it den how ? No tution fail everyth huh ?

sm more zhao LS (way better than my darn cello cher) wan to go hire a cher for me and i have to go to his hse fr practice on the weekend. HELLO, I DONNID STUDY IZZIT ? I have a life too can ? Sat is like my only day to study and revise my work. Now ? I Donwan this .

jus so you noe, my cher sucks to the core. he cant teach. Only noe how to scold to get his way. no wonder so many ppl wan pon his lessons. no wonder my sch’s c.o is going down. no wonder no one in c.o is ever bonded like band lah. cos those ppl "on top" wun reflect. No wonder.

TUESDAY made me cry.

HE SUCKS. they all suck.

WEDNESDAY;

Looks like my luck is picking up man. hahas. WAY better than on tuesday for sure. hate all th tuesdays.

uhmmm. ii dunno what i did in class today. almost fell asleep during physics and my ‘crystals’ frm chem lesson look more like light blue coloured powder. hahas.

Qiguang gave me this very very cute piglet today. Finally hahas. So cute even my grandma said it was very nice. xDD. I love ALL the gifts frm everyone kkay ? It was really thoughtful of you guys. THANKS LOADS & LOADS all !

Turning fifteen still feels weird. hope ii can act like im fifteen hehes.

these two days were simply hell much lah. everything’s simply going wrong lahh. guess i’ll spend my whole post complaining my ass off. if you don wna listen; take off now and shoooos !

uhhhs. not that i hate my class. actually im quite fine with my class but think im gonna fail core geog, SS and physics lahhx.

ii superrr hate my life ok. it’s only that one or two ppl that make it a little more bearable. it’s like every damn thing i do is wrong. i have to keep being so self consious bout wtf i say. it sucks lots larhh. Like nobody even understands .

i hated monday lOADS. not just monday blues. it’s smth much more. I dunno wth is wrong lah. when im miserable, i only got those true frens with me. whr did everyone else disappear off to huh ? Yeah, stuck there thinking every god damn thing is my fucking fault ehh ? words hurt ok ? I don’t want to always be the middle. I want to the good person, but i ended up getting blamed fr everyth on earth.it’s shit okay ?

my family don’t do anyth la. everytime i do smth, i get blamed. they werent even there for me at all. they just think im super lazy. everyth i do is wrong and wrong. they dont even noe .

I got more activities den normal ppl can ? C.O, prefectorial board, NAFA art courses, tution && duhh, nid to manage with HW while living like far far far far away. If you think it’s simple, TRY IT. I bet you cant even take it fr one week okay.

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today was boring. so far so boring.

I do love my countdown loads . thankyouus daniel zhuzhu. don say ii nvr praise you okay ? hehes .

tmr duncan birthday. LALALA; bought a octopus fr him. don like oso too bad. no refund hahhs.

&& i was sad when a classmate’s mum passed away. everytime someone talks about death, i think of my grandma. It’s really sad for me and everyone else. Couldn’t go to the funeral cos my grandma’s thing not over a hundred days. my condolences for not turning up and all that. I simply hate the word death.

SS is killing me. and ii don’t like el.lit lahh. come to think of it, why did i not pick cl.lit in the first place ? Awwws, dumb lah.

3D- BE HAPPY (((:

TWENTY-2nd JAN .sweeet [hopefully].

LALALA; had th SEC.ONE thing tis morning. CCA orientation. Zzz. I didn’t even get to sleep in for one whole week and tmr doesnt look good either. Got class; BLAHHH. boring muchmuch.

came to school like superrr early. I thought our performance was quite good actually (besides a couple of glitches) but i dont think we fared so well when trying to get th sec ones and parents to come our booth. Zzz. Always stuck at one tiny corner of th sports hall. Think this yr’s intake wont be tht wonderful. CROSSES XP

Well walked arnd a couple of times. Going to th NCC booth i was telling qiguang not to shoot me cos im innocent hees. other ccas at the classrooms were okok lohhs.

Well then i round 11 and went to maris stella.

Dunno, th whole sch was swarmed. I like th way they do their things, very organised, so not like my school. I didnt manage to get lost but th school was much bigger than mine. DUHH. my school is tiny la.

I love their C.o/band/others. xDD. my bro thinks he’ll probably go fr NCC (sea). Cos well, my dad was trying to psycho him (and so was Daniel hehes). Binghong came to look fr me but then his frens came down and i didnt get to say much to him. opps, ran off first to find my bro. [Awws, sorry lahhh.] Honestly, they all look quite alike. How to tell them all apart ?

I WATCHED TH C.O OK ?

Good la, their c.o, no like mine, so crappped. RARRHS, was tempted to go pick up their cello. One of their cellos look super loads like mine. *smiles*

I LOVE THT SONG

; Teardrops On My Guitar- Taylor Swift.

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won’t see
That I want and I’m needing everything that we should be
I’ll bet she’s beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she’s got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it’s so damn funny
That I can’t even see anyone when he’s with me
He says he’s so in love, he’s finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he’s all I think about at night

[Chorus:]

He’s the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He’s the song in the car I keep singing, don’t know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can’t breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She’d better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she’s lucky cause

[Repeat Chorus]

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I’ll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He’s the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who’s got enough of me to break my heart
He’s the song in the car I keep singing, don’t know why I do
He’s the time taken up, but there’s never enough
And he’s all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won’t see.

Give it a shot. It’s really awesome (:

Been like, a LONGGG time since i actually updated. LOLs.

It’s been a long week since school reopened. Lots of stuff happened and im still getting used to waking up at 5.15 every morning. SUPERR tired ok ?

So far…i don’t like ALL of my lessons (except fr MTL and ART; for obvious reasons). SIMPLY HATES SS and Science (physics) cos can’t understand a single frigging thing lurhh.

uhmmm wtf did ii do today ??? Ohh, erm, nth much, almost fell asleep at Chem class and Physics class. thankfully my SS remedial was moved frm todae to nxt tues. YES, skip more of th shit C.O. BLEHHHH.

I’m lazy to go perform this Sat. Super lazy too, since im sitting at the BACK.

And i think i’m gonna flunk my stupid eng show&tell presentation. school’s powerpoint is only up to year 2000. mine is 2007 ! FISHCAKE luhh. In the end i had to present without visual aids and kana from my ‘cher. Zzz.

SUPER missed my old classmates. Awww. Since i didnt have SS remedial today i went home with SHIQING darrrling. we ate cup noodles and den go mac for some snacks. TALKED LOADS xDD.

i donno. Im so STRESSED up lately. Hate it, having to wake up so early and consistenty feel like sleeping in class. Zzz…

at least i got 2 things to look forward to. numberONE; my I.C from th immigration and checkpoint authority. Duncan got his so i should be getting it too. expecting it tmr night. he wna go do the ic wif me.

I wonder why im SO excited hees

numberTWO; DANIEL doing the COUNTDOWN. absolutely LOVED it. xD. with other ppl to help remind me how many days more till my birthday :DD And binghong’s bdae lahhhs.

I WISHH FR WORLD PEACE AND MORE LOVE ON EARTH !