Very very sad these few days…actually a few weeks…yeah…become very very emo…hahas, ppl calling me emo freak…lolls.

Lots of things happened yeah, just that when ppl see me in school, i’m smiling, i’m acting like everything is going fine and such. But i think a lot and a lot, kinda’ keep spacing off whenever i’m alone, day dreaming, staring into space a lot. Hahas, emo…yeah, that day i was only on my own walking to the toilet…just keep on thinking of stuff…brevian, xinglai and william was on the 3rd floor (or was it the fourth?) and brevian was like, "ELAINE!!". Bumped into the 2E outside the chairs like a idiot la. Shock me mah. Yeah i was absolutely emo.

This is sort of all because of lot of crap problems larr. Mostly friendship stuff larh. I mean, i have a lot of friends la but i don’t think all of them are true. Some just open their mouth and say "I love you la" but i know they don’t mean it and i don’t mind much. Sad sad. I hate it la. Really really hate it lots. I don’t have a day which i go to school & i don’t have any friendship problems at all.

I mean, how come some people just can’t reflect a little. Just a little bit. They just do things to ppl and they don’t care if ppl like it or not. Sometimes it’s quite easy to tell from the person’s expression but you just choose to ignore it. In the end you still never change, which seriously sucks. A lot.

Sucks la my life…holiday got so much maths & English homework…stupid (hahas, cos i dun like maths but no offence ok)…need to chiong and finish everything…lols…

"Wan go out and shop…if i had more cash…"

**ElAinE…

**I wanna dissappear from this earth larrh…

xD

Yeah, exams are over ler, so can finally relax!!

Hmm, went to the botanic gardens yesterdae worrs…yeah it was quite fun & tiring lar…i mean, it’s a maths, science, geography thing can? My 3 least fave subjs minus hist oni. Yep but the fun part is big kor is our guide la. WHEES! cool la, my kor teaching my class…lalalarhs. Which means i cn torture him more rite? Yeah!(Shucks i sound so freaking evil^^). Aniwaes, he oso teach a lot of chimalogy stuff so i nidded some help frm ling shan dey all. everybody oso shocked his my big kor lar…hahas.

P.S: I didn’t like the halabun (Halal bun) which cost us $2 la. RIPOFF! xP

P.S.S: The water was $3?!?!?!

Tiring dae it is…got c.o stuff mahh…actually the whole c.o was supposed to be performing rhythm of the rain and Mambo no.5 de but ended up onli WHAM! (our skul’s percussion rawks ok?) performed…hmph, den wadd the heck did i bring my cello up for? Waste energy xP xP…yeah, band oso performed…Pirates of the Carribean and Spongebob Squarepants. Hey it’s not badd, especially spongebob de…quite cute…entertain the k1 k2 kids mah. Hehes, one of them was trying to act like the band conductor loh. SHO CUTE!!

Hahas, den go c.o room. seriosuly, im SLACKING all the wayy la. got one cello made me n Sun chang damn upset can? Tune ler den let go and the sound goes haywire once more. stoopid la. i realli didn’t practice much lar. I mean, i lost my 60 bucks de bow…ok, not lost but is temporarily misplaced. jus dunno where it went to wen i was tuning the stupid cello la. damn it. Opps, ps. Sun Chang is really good at debating tho. (hahas, im laffing like madd jus thinking bout it now:)) Me, Shiqing & Marcus against him la but he’s realli good at saying stuff larr. So funny. Pauline jus had to ask us to kip quiet lolls. Funnee^_^

Yeah going tuu Dunman High on Mondae…perform wiff the dunman high ppl…trail exercise it maybe but im scared la. i dunno much…sm more im quite slow la. jun hong n zi Jian so pro they can excel de la not like me. Aniwae it’s gonna be my darr annice de bdae on mondae ler, so i bought smth for her. Tho not veri big but it’s cute n i kno most girls lurve cute stuff de…

"signing off

"ELAINE

"I love you"

to all my darrs, qin ai de & baobeiixX

"I wishh i can count the stars wif u…**

HAhas finally rite? Yep, all the STUDY subjs are over ler. Only left Art but since i dun haf to read anything it’s fine yeah.

Erh, Maths was ok, Chinese was ok, Home ec was kinda easy, English was easier than i thought, Science wasn’t done well…Yeah, smth like that la. Omg, C.O starting from nxt tuesday again. FREAK la, i hate going to C.O prac. I mean, I love the CCA but i REALLY HATE the work involved in it. Well, most ppl do, except for weirder ppl i guess lolls no offence. Hahas, gotta go to Deming Sec to help out wif their cello. Not only mie, still got ZiJian n JunHong too. WHY US ONLIE? I mean, Ling Shan Darr leh? How come they cn go NYJC n SCH but i have to go Deming sec n VCH? Ok fine watever, im doing this for the points…so practical rite mie?

I like, gotta win some one so i heck care this anyways. Yeps, so guess im free for todae…and sat and sun and mondae. Watever. Yea, went to White sands mall (It’s at Pasir Ris btw) widd Zhihui. Hahas, we keep shopping like siao ding dong…this oso see that oso see. Den we were having our lunch and the guy serving us was like, "U guys are real sisters ah?" hahas, laff larr. Some more the guy said i was the younger one and zhi hui is the older one izzit? Hahas, PENG ah, im actually the January kid and she’s like, the November kid. hahs, muz be her make up lolls.

Yep, Er, spend n spend until we are almost broke…ok so i only left 3 dollars. Wheees…hey! im a gurll wadd…

Ohh, and it’s MOTHER’s dae this SUNdae rite? I bought like, SO much stuff for my mum la. i mean, she’s worked so hard for the family, my bro, Me…so im jus gonna make her feel good this sundae loh. See, im so guaii rite? (hahas nop im jus kidding)…

LOVE mai DARRS, QIN AI DE, BAOBEIIX…

especially U**

smiles smiles

[[eLaiNE gurll]]

Had our history exam todae. SUCKS, cos didn’t finish mai Section C larrh. Last part u know…i didn’t even haf extra time to flip the pages to see if i completed all the questions lar. Depressing right? And it’s, like, only the first paper!?! God, den i maths how? I everytime so unsure of wat the f im doing den i’ll be damn slow la! Eee, this is SO crappy:( (Right now gonna pia Eng, Home Ec & my Sci…lalala) IM GONA FAIL HIST 4 SURE! SadD!

Anyways, after exam miie n Shiqing went to north point kfc for lunch. Gonna revise home ec. i kno it’s early but, hey man, early preperation is good ryte? So, yeah, had lunch, saw my class 1G some guys dere. ok fine, wadever. den went to popular to buy smth lar, den saw em’ again. hehes, gen zong wo izzit? LOLx

den went to mac. more cooling dere wadd. WHeeEs! Had ice cream while i did my notes wif shiqing. God, we were glued to the seat from 11 plus until 3 plus wadever loh! I bet the Mac ppl dere were wondering we madd or wad, pia home ec until like tt. hahas, but i tink we realli wad loh, kip changing pen colour (like that when exam come easier to revise n more interesting wadd:)), den tok tok, laugh laugh.

Sitting nxt tuu us was this 2 indian gurlls lar. Forgot wad skul dey frm lers. DIAO miie n SQ lar. SQ was telling me the fat gurl reminded her of sm one den wen u look at her, u realli gort the determination to slim down. hahas, make her sound so badd. But she IS lohhs. DIAO n DIAO us. as if they speak tamil we wun kno wad they saying bout lar. They kip looking at us write n write stuff…sae wad, so hardworking for wad? Pls lar, she dun wan results i wan de can? The thin gurll gort a face u feel like smacking lar. Reminds miie of smth as well she. Yeah, den sae wad, complain got tamil exam very nort happy. Wad? It’s ur own mother toungue ok? reflect la. hahas, not like me, i love my race so much. mus pass maii chi man…*smiles** No matter how u dun feel like studying ur own mother toungue oso mus de, cannot sae dun like. Yeah. Hahs.

Den nvr mind, we speak our chi and dey speak their tamil la. It’s ok de. But can they PLS stop diaoing us? It’s even worse than diao loh. They constantly STARED. How cn i work wif ppl staring over my shoulder? Shucks:D den we wanted pervin to come n study wif us de and guess wad, he was oredi home. I dun even wanna sae the conversation miie n SQ had widd Per loh. It’s too ridiculous ler n oso too long hahas. Makes mi laugh jus to think bout it. Oh, i rmb ler, the slimmer indian gurl even took sm face lotion and applied it in MAC loh. Pls la, ppl eat her ok. It’s so…not the place to do this. There’s smth called "toilet" but i dun tink they know lar. lols:D

The prefect trip to genting how? This is so dumb dumb la, cos how come sm ppl got form and some ppl dun haf it? Sherry gort but mie n Brevian how come didn’t get it? QG how gif things de? Weird lar.

But i dun tink i wanna go loh. Mrs SIM n mr JOHN LIM gona go ok, wif ms wong too yeah. erm i dun wna list out the obvious on why i suddenly dun feel like going. But i oso to sm extend wna go loh. Cool wad, nvr been to a trip wif all the PREFECTS of cchy yeah! Hahas, prefects rawks la. Was told we had to pay $14O lo. I thought it was $5O onli? Better settle tis quick if the trip is on the 28-3O may…and it is. Dunno shld i go nort still. Cos oredi gonna fly overseas on the 9th ler and even tho my parents asked mi to make my own decision but i kinda’ feel they dun wan mie to go loh. Yeah, i understand why too. Wonder wad we’ll do even if we got dere. Genting? Been dere a lot of times ler so i kno de place but frankly, WHO DOESN’T?

Yeah, everyone thinks i dun have guy probs. Look, any normal girl would haf troubles wif guys rite? I kno loads of ppl wif guy probs. hahas.

Yupps he’s realli nice loh. He’s not a paikia but oso not a guai kia. this type is the best la honestly. But dun even kno whether he likes me anot. Haiix. Very little ppl kno about him but i tink is a lot ler so…let’s jus kip it tt way. I really trust all the ppl tt i told bout him loh. Yeah, especially my hao jie mei. But seriously, i dun like the person hu backstabbed me and told sm one else bout hu i liked on the second dae wen i told her. She is such an asshole la. How dare she jus backstab me n make it look like it’s my freaking fault? I onli putting it up wif her cos she’s gort a realli huge mouth n if i made her upset den she gona tell the whole world hu i like den i dunnid live liao la. I might as well die if she told everyone ok. Yeah, why mus ppl backstab each other? It sucks n no one likes it ok. Wadever.

It’s oredi 2.25AM ler. Im so tired n i still haf tution at 8:30AM tmr. hahas, less than 6 hrs to rest n replenish my energy. lols.

P.S. to you know hu u are XP

Yupp, sry for using the comp again, but i realli got practice my maths de and im nort gonna get triple punishment right? Double was enuff ler. Erm, right? Right??

**<33 ALL my darrs, qin ai de & baobeiix. Yeah, SMILE forever guyys n work hard for ur mid terms ppl! Yeah, 2D’O7:))